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My crazy dream...
I want to be close but at the same time the closer i am to u,the more hurt i will get should there be 1..
this is the truth..

Pain

Pain in the knee is worse than pain in the heart..
or maybe not.
I never thought a pain that was 5 years ago could come back.
and worse i couldnt jog now for at least 1 week.
u wont und how much i love running..
apperantly the ligaments are overstreched..
and my eyes!what if one day i couldnt play sports...
but i know 'be still and Know that I am God'..
these are things i couldnt control
and i suddenly realise i'm drifting further and further from my friends.
it seems to me they dont care as much as i care for them!
What am I to you?tell me.

Do not covet.

SO what is meant by coveting??
it means what people have i must have..
example,sports car are often related to status,image and wealth..
our human nature is always wanting something more.
chasing all these stuff will be disastrous..
there is an empty space in us,and trust me,only Jesus can satisfy..
what is more than more??
its never enough..
hope you can relate with me.
dear lord,i pray that my life and my friends' would be right before you..teach me not to covet.Amen.

dreams.

nowadays having weird dream..random.
i wanna watch the revenge of  kitty galore....

Utter rubbish!

I just dont und..
why genuine people are always mistaken for their motive?!
and a taking advantage people are given the perception that they are good!
come on la..
This is Utter rubbish~!
What a tragedy!

My Fair Lady

luve this drama!!storyline nice..
except for the actor...

Snow Queen

Arghhh...why speedy is out of stock at this time??
This is the best korean drama i ever watched..storyline is fantastic..
I know Xin yun wouldnt agree with me..
My frustration lasted for 2 weeks...
didnt know so mamy people like SQ till its out of stock!!
Thought i could watch it frm the net but not all the episodes are uploaded..
I   am so so frust now!So so..
and they called the balakong branch..and it is out of stock!

crazy..Insane..madness!

Queen Esther

How courageous is this woman...
She dares to go into the King's court without being summonned..
In those days if you are  not summoned by th King there is high possibility that you be killed..
and for the sake of her people..
Though the word 'God' doesnt appear in this book,but surely He is in total control of everything..
there is no coincidence that Esther was made King as such a time like that..
Absolutely no way!
and Haman who wants to annihilate Esther's people,in the end was hanged by the King himself..
Dear Jesus,make me like the ESther in the Bilble..I want to only please you..God,transform me each day..Lord,give me that courage..Amen!

To whom it may concern

Doubt my sincerity and i dont want a friend like you..
If you think I will do such a thing,then you really know nothing about me..
That is is too obvious..
you are not worthy to be my friend..
I will take resonable steps to care..and thats all..
To forgive and to Forget is foolishness!
What a stupid idea that people to say..
Dont you understand that people such as I care about you,care because I consider you as a friend,and not because I have wrong motives!
Perhaps you havent met people like this..
p.s:not having prob..just to point out the facts!

CAmeron

so so much fun in cameron..
haha we sort of ate countless strawberries..thank GOd we bought that cream..
on top of strawberries..it is superfantastic..
daniel and i kick football in the room...and asam laksa..

this is better than soo many stalls la..

To Roccy

How i wish we communicate with each other better..You know i always love you..
but sometimes your attitude is just unbearable..i cant help but to instil the necessary fear in you..
which if i have a choice,i wont..really..
I hope you can see it from my point of view..
perhaps the way i express my concern is just different from others..that i leave you confused at times..
Hope you understand will you??

Things to do after  A level

1. go shopping
2. hang out with friends

sunday

HAd a fantastic time hanging out with maggie after service..
promised to go out since last year till now..
good time catching up with one another after so long..
talk and talk and talk..and talk!
felt so relax after trials..
thank God i know you!
GOd bless!!

In addition

If you expect a return in what you give,dont give.

Friends

THere is always a risk in things that we do..
friendship itself is a risk
well,if u want to remain as acquaintance,its up to u..
we all need friends dont we?!
genuine friendship doesnt happen overnight..
u gotta water it and needs lots of "investment"..so to speak
just like a flower,you cant expect it to bear fruits overnight..
so what is the risk?
risk being truthful that it hurts.
risk being misunderstood when you have good intention..
risk being rejected of your offer.
if you dont go through this how do you expect frienship to grow!
you cannot look in a friend for what Jesus can only fills.
for example you cannot expect a car to fly where its purpose is only to move.
there are friends whom i thiNk its not worth investing..
so remain acquaintance..for that
its for you to decide!!
it is diffivult,if not impossible to have a dozen of close friens!
having a lot of acquaintance is utterly meaningless!

XIn YUn

Happy birthday..
You are definitely one of my truest friends..
you could just say it right on my face..
others cant!
and very generous..sweets!
yes,who would buy sweets and share it with others in college..
you might think whats the big deal?you fail to see the initiative..
and i always say you are so friendly..something to learn!
and your passion for japanese!
yes,i only know you for 1 year plus..
and not to forget sometimes being 'sarcastic'..
wow,you have quite number of good points,warui!
I am really glad i know you!well well,sometimes i'm a little conservative..

OB 2010

THis year was fun..and it was more grand than last year..
caught in a horrible jam..at first was contemplating to go or not..
my hair was simpler than last year..i truly enjoy the performances especially 'Nobody'!haha..

Adeline Chew

HAppy advance birthday to you!!haha its a bit too early right?
THank you so much for teaching and explaining to me..
you are so patient!thumbs up!
A person who is so koreanised..lol
All the best!GOd Bless!

Daniel

you need to be transformed first before you could start influencing people..
couldnt agree more with Pastor Daniel Ho..
otherwise its all cosmectic and it cannot last long..
LOok at Daniel in the Bible,living under such wicked king.
did he succumb to all the pressure of worshipping idols?NO
yet he made such an influence in his society..
so dont blame your background for who you are..
Start believing that you can!Jesus can make it possible!
AMen